Blue

Hello YOU,

Today I feel blue, I feel lost, scared and abandoned. Leaving him wasn't easy, but I know it was the right thing to do. I wish you could feel me and just say something nice, anything...I need your help now, and I know you have a lot on your mind right now, but I'm selfish (and I'm sorry for that). I should stop having expectation from people around me, because I know I'm the only one who can heal my wonds.

Now I don't have you here with me and I'm all alone...it will be fine, I know. I miss you so bad, sometimes I imagine how beautiful my life would be if you were here...The time is my enemy now, but I'll do my best to not give up on you.

Everything will be just fine!

P.S. I love you!